SOOWEN

2009-12-27T21:19:00.002+08:00

It's been 6 months and so many things have changed.
I've grown, matured, and also learnt to take things in my own stride.
Thinking back and reminiscing, sometimes one just couldn't help but reflect.
Then you'll find that there're some things you did that are just too childish...
Some too foolish... While the others are just plain unnecessary...
Once someone told me, "If you would just think before you act,
you wouldn't have any regrets.". Now the question is, how true is that?
Well, we still have regrets don't we?

There's a thing with role models nowadays...
Let's see... Role models are people whom you look up to.
You speak the way they do. You act the way they do.
You practically do what they do.
Now what happens when they did something wrong?
This is the part whereby the drums will roll
while a verdict was being decided.
My opinions?
Role models are human and human makes mistakes.
Being imperfect IS being perfect because no one is perfect.
Who says role models have to be perfect? It's still up to people
to judge for themselves what's right and wrong.
Being able to do this is improving oneself. It takes you higher up the ladder
because you're able to stop and think and reflect.
Love and peacexxx

2009-10-31T23:53:00.004+08:00

Simply amazing...
It felt as though you were still with us...
I'm so happy and thankful that my mom and sis were willing to watch it with me.
And I'm so excited to watch it again and this time it's with my friends! :)
I know I'll never be alone. :)
God bless the world.

2009-10-30T23:29:00.004+08:00

"This Is It"
I know it'll be another Roller Coaster ride... It'll be another 'Passion's Insanity'...
But what could be better than watching this GENIUS at work???
The day is tomorrow, and I'm definitely looking forward to it.
I love you most.

2009-09-19T22:52:00.005+08:00

A blog entry specially for Three Days Grace Streets Team

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Let's spread the word! :)

2009-09-02T12:18:00.001+08:00

You know, sometimes I really wish that you weren't such an angel.
Then I wouldn't miss you so much and now
I cry myself to sleep occasionally when thinking about
how much you've done and how underappreciated you were.
And I thought, maybe it's good that you're gone,
because no one can hurt you anymore.
It might even be a relief for you.
But I know that you'll miss us as much as we're missing you.
You must have felt so lonely when you're still around
but upon thinking about the many millions who love
you out there, I know that you can feel this sense of belonging
and love that we tried to give as much as possible.
We grieve, we miss, we love.
All these mixed feelings for this one and only angel of ours.
We're sad because you're gone. We're happy because we're coming
together to be friends and be part of the grand tribute.
All because of this man that left an impact in our lives and inspired
so many individuals, we will try within our means to make the world a better place.

"Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by... "

2009-08-29T00:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
To the angel who lives in my heart.
I hope that the portrait can be a success
and I'm looking forward to seeing it.
You will be remembered.

2009-08-25T22:47:00.001+08:00

Before you judge a man, hear his story..
Simple words that are way too easy to understand.
But why are there still people who likes to judge OTHER people so much?
What makes THESE people think that they know the person himself so much?
Reality is such..
You either get judged or you judge people.
As a result, the majority chooses the latter.

2009-08-19T23:57:00.001+08:00

You inspired me deeply
Your legacy lives on
Your love has touched many lives out there
Some misjudged you
However, you have loved ones who WILL stand by you
You will live as an angel in the hearts of many billions
RIP

2009-08-10T01:30:00.002+08:00

Life Starts Now
Three Days Grace's album will be released on 22nd September 2009!
How excited can i be?
Gee, let me think...
Emphatically!
But i can't get it here anyway...
Or did i not search properly?
Hmm...

2009-08-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE COMING!
Time just passes so quickly.
Soon it'll be my attachment.
kinda looking forward to it.
But on the other hand, i'm a little nervous and scared.
Anyway, just hope that i can learn new things! :)

2009-07-28T22:49:00.000+08:00

So looking forward to friday!

Hmm...i hope that all can turn up..
But no matter what, the 5 of us will definitely be there.. :)
That's for sure.
But before Friday, Thursday will have to come :(
Oh well, let's just go through this together! yea!

2009-07-26T15:21:00.000+08:00

I was reminiscing through the days of my secondary 1 & 2 life..
I remember this guy
We were very close, like brother and sister
He took care of me like how i took care of him
We share secrets which some of our friends don't even know
He would console me whenever i needed it, or even speak up for me if need be
Just like how i will treat him too
Coming to think about it...
i miss him, my brother.

2009-07-19T23:50:00.004+08:00

A special dedication:

25June 2009, may you rest in peace ...

2009-07-14T22:28:00.002+08:00

you made me fall

i picked myself up

now you did it again

why do you do this so easily??

i asked myself again and again hoping that it's not true

i refuse to believe

and yet, you failed me again and again

you might have done all this unconsciously

but it really hurts

maybe someday i'll tell you

but definitely not now

to think that i even wanted to celebrate it with you

do you know how much it hurts when i found out i was not even told about it???

of course you don't. do i have to throw it away?

because it really hurts...

2009-06-07T17:06:00.004+08:00

new phone !!!
yipee !! samsung again.=)
kekeke...anyway,ICA's over,lab assessment's over and..i passed !
life science's test over too (don't know if i can get a good grade)
all's well and over ! stress free for the time being.
anyway,Adam's birthday is on tuesday.
hope the surprise will be a successful one. :)
well,he deserve all cause he've done so much...=)

2009-05-25T20:11:00.004+08:00

life science test on 1st june

lab assessment on 3rd june

CT ICA on 5th june

urgh !!!

die die die...

hope that i can get through all this soon. =)

2009-05-25T20:06:00.003+08:00

22nd May

wee~ICA was a success !!

except for my individual assessment... :(

~sigh~nevermind..it's over.

we did a very good job !!

ther_mo_re_gu_la_tion

~laughs~everyone remember that very clearly...

yeap.overall,it was a job well done for my group mates.

2009-05-17T22:42:00.003+08:00

I HATE CELLS !!

urgh...it's so difficult !!

i feel as if my head's gonna explode.

it's been so long since i studied.

can't really digest when all of a sudden i need to

memorise so much things...

~whew~finally...i'm finishing..few more chapters

and i'm done.

step on it !!! hope i can get an A...

2009-05-15T22:40:00.003+08:00

tired !!!

major test plus gotta re-do the project.

i can even sleep while bathing.

so many things happened in class lately.

classmates not happy with each other and all...

~sigh~gotta work still...so tired...

2009-05-09T18:35:00.003+08:00

~boohoo~

i don't wanna go to work !!

so tired...

all the projects to be done..

and then..WORK !

now i know why those adults always say,"studying is

better than working."

~sigh~i'll hold on till the end of this month then...

2009-05-08T22:42:00.002+08:00

finally !
3 weeks passed .
i've got 3 presentations next week !!
urgh !! i'm seriously tired.
gotta stay up late every night...
~sigh~feels likke there's so much more to come.
so much things happened in class.
i hope it can be resolved ASAP.
AND,that girl to just...change.everyone's so stressed out
because of her.~shakes head~ she's so troublesome..
tir~ed !!

2009-04-30T20:38:00.004+08:00

STRESS ! STRESS ! STRESS !

oh my gosh !
it's on;y the second week and the heat is building up.
presentation after presentation...
anyway.my new classmates are all very nice !
~laughs~aww,i've gotta work real hard !
ganbatteh ! UNIVERSITY !!!

2009-04-18T00:17:00.006+08:00

sad sad sad !!!
different class as stef. =(
really...wth lo.
~sigh~i hope she can opt to my class.
if cant,then we'll just accept reality. :(
i really really really hope we can be in the same class.
i hope she can opt.don't know if anyone tried it before.
but we'll just give it a try.... =(
anyway,looking forward to see everyone at sns again !!

2009-04-13T01:26:00.002+08:00

12 april...

my last day at work.

starting to miss everyone...

especially jessie !!!

he's my best friend...haha.

love him so much !!!

mmm...what should i say?

i hope we can go back someday...

even some customers will be missed. =)

i really have to thank kelvin,stef's dad and stef.

without them,i wouldn't have got the job

and met so many nice people.

i met even more nice people at jw sns. :)

yup.i really hope i can go back to visit everyone.

especially...BOSS !!

~laughs~haven't really said goodbye to him.

and of course,everyone. =)

2009-04-10T23:43:00.003+08:00

today was really fun...but...quite unlucky.

~sigh~

anyway,it's alvin's last day tomorrow. =)

after tomorrow,he'll be off to bangkit.

i remember the first day of his work,i thought he's gonna be here until

boss is back.but found out that he's only here for training.

he's quite a shy man.he only smiles.and...doesn't talk much.

anyway,i wish him the beat of luck !!! :)

2009-04-06T22:10:00.004+08:00

yippee!!

i can work same shift with stef on saturday and sunday!

then we can give the little gifts together.

~laughs~so happy!!

i...don't know what's wrong with me...

why do i act this way??

what would people think?

~sigh~all my life,i'm always trying to please everyone.

trying to think for everyone.(or so i think)

sometimes,i would be just a little selfish and think for myself.

and guess what,something bad happens.

i'm not a saint.

all human beings are selfish.

who wouldn't think for themselves??

i'm not someone who can really know what's right and wrong all the time.

people act on impulse sometimes.

but those impulses are sometimes bad enough to put you under

the black list...for good...

2009-04-02T02:09:00.006+08:00

2nd april...
boss's last day at work before he leaves for his hometown to see his baby.
he said he was crying when he read the card stef and me gave him.
~laughs~i couldn't believe it !
i kept on asking "really?" to make sure.
until he got so fed up and said "ya lah" :)
ah well,happy that he likes the card.
can hardly imagine his reaction when he unwraps the present.
which he will,after his wife gives birth.(stef and me told him to
unwrap it only after his wife gives birth)
i will definitely miss him so much !!! :( ~boohoo~ =p

2009-03-30T10:10:00.003+08:00

boss is leaving us soon!!
i'm so gonna miss him. :( stef and me gave him the present yesterday
stef said she saw him with a tiny little bit of tears?
~laughs~coming to think about it,he said little
about us giving him the present.he just kept smiling and nodding.
too touched?
~shrugs~maybe.
urgh.have to really precious this last few days with him.
BUT..i cant really spend that few days with him because we're
working different shifts !! -_-"
i can only see him like,..
at most one hour a day. :( ~boohoo~
anyway,congrats on his baby. ^_^
by the time he's back...we're gone. -_-"

2009-03-25T00:58:00.004+08:00

it's been so busy this few days.maybe more customers know about us. =p
but more customers means more
trouble? (some customers are just trouble makers)
after an incident with boss,i realised that he's actually a very caring person.
he doesn't pull rank at all.
he's willing to be our friends. =)
he's such a nice boss.=)
funny,friendly,caring...
nope.no flaws.=)

2009-03-20T11:57:00.003+08:00

yesterday was really tiring.i miss stef !!! working became so not fun without her.
the new partner never failed to give me surprises.first,she'll suddenly be dancing in front of the customers.
then,i have to watch out for every transaction she make.i feel so tired.
but fortunately,i've got jessie !! and boss !! and aldwin !! ~laughs~they really make my day.
every now and then they are the ones who are my motivation to work.
even stef says so.we'll be so happy if we can see them. :)
thinking about that,i guess it would'nt really matter if i'm working with the new partner.
of course i would prefer working with stef..but if i can at least see one of them,i'll be happy. :)

2009-03-07T17:47:00.003+08:00

back to work...been working for a week and

nothing has changed..except for the working place and environment :)

meeting new colleagues and boss,everything seems to happen in a flash.

one minute im agreeing to go back to work,

the next,..poof !! im there

it's really strange,how time can pass by so quickly.

again,there are really nice and bad colleagues.

but...who cares? i've got a great boss and great team leaders.especially,JESSIE !!!

he's always the best.ever since i worked with him last year.he's always been the best.

i think no one can ever replace the kinda heartfelt impression that he puts in all employees.

even my friends agree on that.

~laughs~

2008-11-24T17:11:00.003+08:00

First day of work was tiring,and...fun !! =)

although the reaction of one of the customer was really unnecessary...

but after all, i learnt a lot and it was fun...

the team leader's very friendly and other colleague's nice..

everyone's so nice =)

never thought i would meet my primary school classmate there.. ^0^

it really has been a long time since i saw her.

...like 4years back?

anyway,i had a great time and am ready to learn more things =)

2008-11-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

confused..vexed..

how should i react?what should i do?

2008-10-24T21:58:00.002+08:00

'O' LEVEL !!!

sigh...so far the papers are all right.

but after today's amath paper 2,.......it's really demoralising

i looked at Joan,she was doing and doing non-stop !

for all of us,we need to stop and think before writing anything.

for her ?......she didn't seem like she need to think. read,understand question,and get set go.

i was so worried for my amath paper 2.now i can only hope for my paper 1 to help

me up.i guess it's always what they said...practice makes perfect.

2008-09-27T21:45:00.003+08:00

society...

IS realistic and scary.

people can get so ugly just to get what they want.

to put it nicely,there's no wrong in pursuing what you

desire.however,when you look at it from the "society" point of view,

you're just being selfish and finding excuses to cover

your selfishness....

Selfishness

i always wonder.when a person says "why can't you spare

a thought for me?" are these people being selfish?or do they really deserve

it? but then again,if a thought was spared for them,then who's

gonna spare a thought for the ones who were being confronted?

again..another selfish thought..because we think about ourselves.

so who's not selfish?

******

people often unconsciously make the

same mistakes over and over again,it's what we call

.."flaws"..

yes,all people have it.

but who's brave enough acknowledge it?

in addition,who's able to put down their pride to admit they're

wrong?... not even me...

like everyone said,no one is perfect.

even so,everyone is trying hard to be..So..do we really agree that

no one is perfect ?

2008-08-31T21:12:00.002+08:00

woohoo !!

got our washin' machine and fridge for the new house.

they came by at a super fabulous price !!

~laughs~i'm looking forward to movin' house.can't wait to

move in to my new bedroom.=)

after movin' house,all unhappy things will be over.

but there're more things to worry about.we've got not enough $$$ !!!

~sigh~oh god...help us...

let us strike a lottery or something.>_<

~shakes head~when will you ever wake up...

2008-08-30T15:14:00.003+08:00

yesterday was a tiring day...

my class came in 5th for the ACES day race.

which is gd enough...=) yeap.

crossed out was awesome!!

we cheered and cheered for them.~laughs~

until our throats go sore.

i was so proud of them.being so stunning on stage.

rocking their hearts out.something happened because of the

stupid and lousy sound system.

but after some adjustments,everything was well again.=)

lastly,

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO EVERY TEACHER ! ^0^

2008-08-17T00:14:00.004+08:00

whenever i made eye contact with u,i have the

tendency to smile to u.yes,u smiled back.but it owaes sends

shivers down my back.& i have no idea why.maybe becoz i'll

nvr know wat exactly u're thinking?

u might be smiling,but who knows wat u're thinking

at the back of ur mind.

there r times when u brought nightmares to my sleep.

~laughs~unbelievable,but..true...

for once,i wish tat i could get out of tis sch as soon as possible...

to get out of all tis cobwebs tat r obstructing my way to happiness...

2008-08-13T21:24:00.003+08:00

WHY ?!?!

why do u have to do all these funny things jus when i started

to have a good impression of u?

i really duno wat's on ur mind.have u forgotten us?in such a short time?

i really hope tat she really likes u...n nt juz for ur money.

i really am disappointed in u.

smtimes i wonder,whether u deserve our respect...

God bless my family...

2008-08-12T16:57:00.002+08:00

oh my oh my..

today was the release of 'O' level MT results.

as i stepped into the room,i could almost hear the rapid thumping of

my heart.i was really nervous.i didnt dare to be confident of the results i'll get.for a moment i thought of seeing an E8 on the result slip.

then the moment of truth has arrived.....

I GOT B4 !!!

i noe it's not tat good.but honestly speaking,i'm contented.

well,it's better than getting a C yea? =)

during recess,smth very...well...unexpected happened..

i didnt know u'll feel tat way..to speak the truth,i didnt noe how to react..

u asked me how i feel..i said i was feelin neutral..i meant it..

i hope u're not thinkin about it n let tat comment of mine affect u..

yea..i'll do some soul-searching n ju~ust choose my words before i

blurt anything out.smtimes i do things tat unintentionally hurt or disappoint

ppl whom i care,including u...so,i guess it's time to learn...

2008-07-14T16:02:00.002+08:00

You ignored me...again...

they cn treat me as like normal,but why cant u?

why cant u juz let go?

why muz u harbour the past?

wat exactly is wrong with u?

why do u act as if the whole world owes u?

why cant u juz stop n tink abt wat had happened?

is it the one party whom u tink is wrong only at wrong?

or r u at wrong too?

sometimes i wonder wat u will be like in the future.

continue the "do it ur way" attitude?

and keep on tinking tat it's owaes other ppl's fault n nt urs?

i juz hope tat when u wake up someday it will nt be too late...

2008-06-30T17:46:00.002+08:00

OMG !!!

only a few more weeks to the prelims.

stress ! pressure ! >_<

sigh...and wednesday is 'o'level chinese oral !

ARghh.....god help me.im really scared n nervous.

2008-05-31T10:38:00.000+08:00

The learning strategy workshop is over..

we all learnt a lot.especially abt our lives.

we learnt nt to complain so much in our lives n learn to appreciate while we can.

many ppl are suffering in the world n all we noe is to complain n complain.

for tat we ought to feel ashamed.the workshop was really fun.

the trainers r fun n funny ppl n they taught us how to memorise things faster.

they also taught us how to break up words to help us rmb the meaning of the words.

there it is...my first post...=)